YongSeo is Back!

"My hardened heart cannot be thrilled again
I believed so
But my heart pounds every time I see you"
-- Touch (Miss A)

Yep. Just when I thought that my goguma heart had stopped beating, an event occured to prove otherwise.
Yesterday (January 18, 2013) CNBLUE made their comeback with "I'm Sorry" on KBS Music Bank. Well, guess what? Of all artists there, SNSD's Seohyun and Yoona were chosen to interview CNBLUE. I spazzed hard. (Kind of shocking to me. I thought I've already jumped ship. And, as expected, YongSeo didn't even do anything worth spazzing for. But before I knew it, I squealed throughout this video.)

THE moment.
I guess everyone is also set to sail the JongYoon (Jonghyun-Yoona) ship. Keke.

That's the interview session. But wait, there's more.

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Self-control

We know all the good theories, but reality bites sometimes.

I think my duty in this world is doing good things within my control, and give the rest under His care. For example, when I do something good to people, I don't expect them to repay it with goodness. My concern is how I carry out good deeds, but their responses are up to them. I have no control over them. That will do the other way around. I can't control what people do to me, but I can control how I respond to them.

My id, ego, and super-ego are the ones I should control

I don't have intentions of blaming people. If I do, I must have been living in never ending anguish. I believe they must have their own reasons for doing things, I will never know until I dive deep into their stories -- which may take time. My biggest responsibilty is introspecting and moving on with my life.

My twinnie said last night, "People will be able to move on after they stop taking pity on themselves."

So much agree. Sometimes being strong is not about avenging, but letting go. 'N also there are times when being mature is not about winning an argument, but giving it in.

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The Sinkable Ships

Yes, folks. I also heard that rumor: It's a common knowledge among netizens that Jung Yonghwa and Park Shinhye are supposedly dating. And Yonghwa dislikes Seohyun for being too strict.
Well... what can I say?
*sigh*
You know how much I love YongSeo, right? But if the rumor turns out to be true, I'll be one against this pairing.

Lately I realized that I was wrong about myself. I used to say that I'm attached to couple fandoms more than any other fandoms. Now I realized, I have more attachment to female-celebrity fandoms. I love Seohyun more than I love YongSeo. I love Ha Ji Won more than I love Amazing Couple (Jiwon-Binnie).
Well, even the 'unsinkable' Titanic ended up in the depth of Atlantic Ocean. It's not impossible for my longest sailing ship to have the same fate. I've said goodbye to many sinking ships before. It hurts, of course. But time heals.
What remains is my love for the ladies...



I can ship Seohyun or Ha Ji Won with any other man as long as he's a good man and they're happy. I can ship Seohyun with Lee Joon (cause I heard good things about him, and his 'wife' cheated on him too, right?) or any other kind-hearted idol. I can even give her Joo Won oppa if she wants (I know it's random. But don't you think it's time for her to act in a drama? I hope her co-star will be Joo Won. It's gonna be interesting. Joo Won is like, the king of skinship -- and his co-stars said it's contagious. I wonder how he would handle our Seohyunie). And I can ship Ha Ji Won with Kang Dong Won, Jo In Sung, or even Lee Seung Gi. But I can't seem to accept alternate pairs for the boys. Yes, I'm just unfair like that.

Anyway, to Seohyun:
Seohyun-ah~~ You know right, how much this eonni loves you. You've grown up and become prettier by the day. Sometimes eonni even thinks that you're too hot to handle. If the YongShin rumor is true, Seohyun-ah, you deserve much better. Everyone knows you'll be a good housewife, so find yourself a good husband who deserves you. Fighting!

Bonus: A video of Seohyun being fabulous. She looks like she came from Pixie Hollow.

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Bridal Mask (Gaksital)

We decided to watch Gaksital because Ux had a crush on Joo Won, the male lead, since Baker King. You can read her review for Baker King here. She obviously took Joo Won's side who played as Goo Ma Jun there. She couldn't even blink nor breathe watching a scene wherein Joo Won was running so sexily to save Tak Goo. Thanks to Gaksital, she can watch Joo Won running, jumping, and climbing in each and every episode.
(^m^)

Fyi, there was a little friction between us before we watched Gaksital. Ux had to intensively persuade U9 to watch the drama due to her lack of interest in sageuk.
Ux: Let's watch Gaksital.
U9: No way. It's sageuk.
Ux: It is? It's not!
U9: But there's horse in it.
Ux: ... (-_-")
Well, eventually she gave in and agreed to watch with Ux. It's not that easy for us to find the drama, so U9 kind of grumbled, "What a struggle to watch something with horse in it". But as she's watching it, she turned into the biggest fan of Joo Won. 

Well, let's put our personal story aside and start to discuss Gaksital.

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